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Wednesday, May 29th, 2024

Hello World, released a pretty sick album n spent my day with my beautiful gf

Friday, July 7th, 2024

Life has been pretty tough lately, it's hard to get used to pap's absence. I miss him so much but i'm mad at him too. How could he do this to us? I've been getting more and more depressed lately. I can't take my prozac, can't aford it, can't get there. This all sucks.

Thursday, October 3rd, 2024

Listening to BombThreat Before She Blows as I write this; Feeling very confused. It's been a while since I wrote here and I guess that's because life has been really busy. I just wanna be better, I want to try and be the best person I can be but man, it's soooooo damn hard. Been listening to a lot of motivational and inspirational videos to try pull through these hard times. I think they help. The meds too - though I am worried. They're the sort that can have some REAL detrimatial effects to my health (Liver failure) for no damn reason other than a potential "side effect". Just tryna pull through and that if I could do this once, I can do it again. Man, Depression is sure a BITCHHH. I have a great family though, truly, don't know if I'd be here without em. I can't wait for Christmas, R will be there and honestly, I think I've got everybody some bombass gifts!